(: better latte than never :)

Let Me In

2011-12-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

When i bought this movie, i didn't read the synopsis, i thought like.."i'm looking for a thrill/horror movie, well this cover looks interesting, a bunch of teenagers with a psycho guy...okay..let me buy this" , uh huh..and i am totally wrong..i thought this is just like a typical psycho teenagers' killer movie, but it is actually way different kind of movie.. I mean..this is the good one.

It's about a boy, victim of a group of bullies in school, he fell in love with a girl (his new neighbour) , the twist is, this girl is actually a vampire.

This movie story line might be a bit slow, but it makes you patiently watch it coz there's always a mystery and surprise. And the best part is, im not a fan of a typical vampire story, and i have no idea that this movie is about vampire until the final hours of the movie. It give you a hint to find out yourself, what this girl is about.

Tragic part about this movie is that, the old man who take cares of this vampire girl (Abby), was actually is Abby's boyfriend, since Abby is a vampire, she didn't grow old like normal human being, but his boyfriend did. His "old" boyfriend not only taking care of her, but have to feed her with human blood every night (which turn him into a serial killer). How mindfuq is that?'

Later her "old" boyfriend facing a car accident when he was hunting for a new victim. He got caught and was sent to the hospital. Abby pay a visit to the hospital, and he let Abby suck his blood out.Rather die than suffer the whole life looking for blood for someone else huh?

Since there's no more people that can take care of Abby, she become more closer to the little boy that I mention earlier (Owen). Owen fell in love with Abby, and I salute this boy (even though it's wrong) because he really take care of his new best friend. Owen still loves Abby even though rite after he found out Abby is a vampire.

One day Abby save Owen from the school's bullies. From that day, Owen ran away from home with Abby. *from this, audience can make their own conclusion that ; Owen will be Abby's next mortal "old" boyfriend soon.

For me, this is a good vampire story coz I totally didn't expect it would turn out to be a vampire movie. * halfway through this movie i even thought this movie is about a psycho pedobear or something, loL

Five Minarets in New York

2011-11-01T07:45:00.000-07:00

So, yesterday i watch the Five Minarets in New York . I think it's a movie from Turkey, not the chicken, but the country, lol" ok not funny- Neways..i just watch a movie, nay am doing any freaking research?"

Back to the movie, it's about ~ wait i confuse i don't know where to start ~ honestly, this movie is everywhere! for the first half an hour, u'll be a bit lost, like who r these people? who is he? who is she? where? what? flashback? present? past?

Then the movie start to kick a little bit when Hadji (the main character) been arrested by the FBI in New York. Hadji basically is a Muslim, live in New York. He is married, has a beautiful family, but the wife is Christian (like what..?') He is a very religious man, but he believe that everybody have their own choice, Islam is about being peace..every things happened for reasons.

So the story is about 2 police officer from Turkey (Firat & Acar) been sent to New York to arrest a Muslim terrorist, which is the Hadji. But the twist is, Hadji is the wrong guy, someone had set Hadji into the trap purposely.

Ok im not gonna elaborate it coz u can just google it rite. Now im just going to make a review about it;

This movie have a good issue, but the storyline is everywhere, n a bit slow.. there are so many different scenes that did not related to each other. It could be an awesome movie if they narrate it nicely.

It's a bit about christian missed perception on Muslim. There is a short argument between the FBI officer (David Becker, not David Beckham ye, lol) with those 2 Turkish cops, if u a muslim, u will feel a bit offended because that David Becker is a real typical American that always thought Muslims are terrorist.

It's a bit unacceptable to see a very religious man like Hadji, to let his wife remain her religion (Christian) , even his daughter get married in Church, Christian way. So, to think in an optimistic way, probably Hadji believes 1 day his wife will been given hidayah, to convert to Muslim with her own willing, not just for the sake of mix religion marriage thingy. Anyways, the wife is very beautiful, and so do the daughter, like really hot" haha

Memorable scenes, one of it when Hadji was jailed in Turkey, n few days later The Turkish cops manage to caught the real terrorist, so they put him in the cell just right besides Hadji. When the officers were interrogate the terrorist, were asking why he did all those terrorism, so he repply and shout at them and said something2 about Jihad , he had this wrong idea that, Jihad will never stop until the whole human on earth are Muslim ; since Hadji had overheard the conversation, he interrupt and said something beautiful, he said , Our prophet never ask to force everyone to be a Muslim, but the obligation is to spread Allah's word.

The agenda behind this issue of arresting the wrong guy was actually cause by 1 of the Turkish police officer, Acar. He fraud the information about terrorist and purposely make Hadji as the victim cause actually he is seeking a revenge for his father, that previously been killed by Hadji's brother when Hadji was a child. He thought Hadji was the killer. Acar's grandfather, who had raised Acar for all this while had put the idea of seeking for revenge. After a while, Acar realize that Hadji is never a killer, so he said to his grandfather, he is not going to kill Hadji, and he think Hadji is the best person he ever met. I can smell something fishy by the time when his grandfather said, "Im sorry Acar for slapping u just now, If you said he is a nice person, I believe you, coz u know better.." I mean, if all human can forgive people just like that, i bet the whole world will live peacefully. But it ain't that easy.. in the end of the story, his grandfather suddenly shows up with a gun n shoot Hadji when Hadji was hugging with his long lost-contact mother. Ironic ~

I hate this movie ending! Beautiful thing about this movie is just Hadji, and his wife (owh ya..and Marcus too, he is cool :)

Not a really good movie to justify Muslims, because in my opinion, this movie potrays to other people (non-Muslim) that the actual enemy between muslim are actually the muslim itself ; because between ourself there are hatred, revenge, and fraud.

This is a bit.. frustrating...They could done this movie better. hmm ~

Inglorious Basterds

2011-10-28T11:54:00.000-07:00

yeah..again..i've been abandon my blog for..let me see...almost 2 years now? wow" awesome

let start all over back again,lol

okay...so for the past few months ago, i have this new hobby, diggin' for good movie..actually any movie wud do for me, black & white movie, indie/low budget movie, 90's, latest movie (but have to admit it...am not really following new movie so much, too mainstream..cehhh..) well im a bit weird, i hate things that everybody listen/watch or what are so called trends. anyways, thts not the point here ; after a while been spending my money buying dvd or browsing youtube for good n rare movies..i think its time to make a notes or review on each movie that i've watch. if nobody reads, doesn't matter, at least it can be list of movie references for me, ain't that bad aite (infact am not sure gonna update ths blog later o not..true procrasinator me :) ~

well today i watch the so not up to date movie ~ The Inglorious Basterds

It was release last year if im not mistaken, was a hot stuff, but as you know..i rarely have time to go for movie. Went to DVD store, saw it few times, but nah...didn't feel like buying it. heard it's a good movie, but i don't know, maybe because the main character is Brad Pitt, so im a bit..not so fancy to watch it, coz am not a fan of him :| and finally today i've watched it n i tell u it's real worth it!

So, basically i really like to watch movie that have to do with WW, Nazis, Jews, coz it's base on real events, it's history, it is mysterious yet scary in the same time, and it tells you how people struggle and can really lost their humanity when it comes to war and revenge.

Unfortunately, Inglorious Basterds is not a real events, it just a fictions of "what if.." the event happen. But the story line is really good. I felt very intense during the whole movie ; these are some memorable part/ character about the movie :

Actually this is the main ideas in the movie, where it's about how 8 Jewish Soldier from different background seek for revenge to kill all the German Nazis. (Sounds like Spartans in Jew version, lol)

it's a bit disturbing (in a way they take out each Nazi's scalp once they killed them)

there was a psycho character (The Colonel Hans Landa a.k.a jew Hunter) where i can say he's a very good detective but in bad way because he is always there at the right time and at the right place yet how u wish he just buzz off" coz he'll ruin all your good plans

Shossanna , she manage to escape from the Jew Hunter when she was a child. When she grows up, she live in France with new identity and owns a cinema and how ironic, later a Nazi fall in love with her, but she loth em, n how ironic again, she have to set up for Nazi events on a movie premier at her own cinema. But then again, she found it's a good opportunity for her to burn the whole theatre which fill with the Nazis especially Hitler.

The movie that they are premiering in the movie (owh"inception, movie in a movie ,lol!) was kinda stupid, i mean really stupid. what kinds of idiot people would make a documentary a bout a soldier or whatever they call it, shooting enemy for the whole movie, and every time the hero shoot a victim, everyone in the theatre will clap and laugh to it. it's like watching psychos cheering on other peoples death. If that movie really exist until today my friend, im gonna say that movie sucks !

There's a few funny parts on the movie too, u know..when they use knife to mark people with Nazi symbol on their forehead for each victim that they let go, to make sure the Nazi wear nazi's uniform for the rest of their life without having to take it off. Thats a really cool punishment..hehe

I like the whole idea of the movie, it's psycho in a brilliant way, on how they execute the mission, and Shosanna is a character with a real determination. And it also shows how loyal a German Nazi is.

So, as i mention earlier, unfortunately it's not based on real event. But in good way is.. there is no record history that tells how 8 Jewish can kill the whole German Nazis. If that really happen, i believes the Jews will be much more arrogant compare to nowadays.

Im not pro Jewish, not even pro German Nazis. But theres a part of Jews & Nazis that i admire. If you watch Hitler:The Rise of Evil, I admire Hitler on how he turn from nobody to somebody, and his charisma on how he be able to give good speech and can make a world revolution and became a big influence for the whole German. And his idea on getting rid off all the jews is good(because jews are manipulative and monopolize the economy badly during that day) but unfortunately the way he did it is wrong. In the other hands, the Jews, if u watch Escape from Sobibor, it shows you how smart Jewish is, and the tortures in death camp thingy is totally beyond unacceptable.

So i guess thats all, I hope there will be more good movies on world war, jews & Nazis. Bought movie about Muslims and Christian conflict (can't remember the name) will watch it later, hope it's an inspiring movie too. later yaww ~

changes is good

2011-04-21T11:14:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll !! After years of having this blog, finally i changed all the layout" gile pemalas aku slame ni...haha
btw, lately Im into all this vlog on Youtube by Malaysian youtubers, you guys rawks yo! :) looking forward to see more creative young malaysians to vlog :)

P/S : hurm...just realize that most of my posts starts with "ok", hehe

a failing substitutes

2011-04-10T10:50:00.000-07:00

ok, I thought of posting new blog entry in my online portfolio ( buat portfolio pakai blog je sebab tak pandai css, sgt loser multimedia ok :)) Tapi mcm tak sesuai lak...nant future2 majikan tengok, boleh bagi bad impression lak...hehe

anyways... saye paling tak suke blog yang ade pasang lagu-lagu kat home page dia tu, pening la, macam mane nak bace blog kau kalau ade lagu2?

~ alamak, kantoi aku ni stalker, huhu

a come back

2011-02-10T05:38:00.001-08:00

ok aku rase aku kene start balik blogging sebab aku rase depress. sekian terime kaseh

who's to blame?

2010-07-14T10:18:00.000-07:00

ok...i just finish my internship last saturday. Hmm.. internship company kecik je..melayu pulak. well i don't mind the fact that the company is a small scale advertising company and melayu, but..all in all i can say..it's quite new and not so stabilize yet, n i've seen few people get fired n many of them quit, do i need to tell more about this organization? hurmm...go figure

so, malas nak cite banyak2 kerane saye pun x perfect mane, so it's not fair for me to criticize a particular company, walhal saye punye pengalaman dalam bidang graphic adelah sgt kecik :)

last tuesday, class started as usual. there goes my final semester, continuing my final project, phew" Then my beloved lecturer ask us about the experience during the internship. semua org pun meluahkn perasaan sedih sayu dan tidak puas hati nye.. but some students manage to have wonderfull experience, which i n some of my friend really envy.

My lecturer conclude our story n said.. " well..if u think the job / workin environment doesn't fit u..u r not made to be in this graphic design field. If ur blood pressure do rise up, well.. welcome to the industry..:) "

I do think my blood pressure did rise up ,haha. It was real hectic. Im imune of working 14 hrs a day. The working process was a chaotic. even though i don't really like the management, but all in all..i feel satisfied with all the project that i manage to finish according to plan and deadlines.

My lecturer final question regarding to the topic, " Why nobody did go to big 4 company for internship? why no one go to Leo burnett, McCann , or saatchi saatchi , or Media prima?"

ok..first thing is because...last semester, lecturers gave us unreasonable deadlines, with tones of final work, and in the same time we have to find our own place for internship, n nobody help us. we do apply for big company, but, it's really hard to get in i guess. no reply n bla bla bla..

why don't the faculty do like the accountancy faculty did. their lecturer look for students internship company, therefore most of the students manage to do their internship at big 4 company like KPMG and Deloitte. I believe lecturer have better power to persuade big company to take us to be a part of them as an intern.

hurm...well...just an opinion

*sungguh menyesal rasenye...kalau tau mcm ni, i will struggle to be in a big company..nak buat praktikal lg bole? :D

sekejap

2010-03-30T13:34:00.000-07:00

eh, i drop by here to curik gamba for my asgmnt skit, tah mane tah aku letak cd photo album gua
serabot!
having a 1 yr break from bloggin kut sbb thn ni da start my final year project, zomg"
eh, sjk bile dah ade 17 follower? 17 jek? ye la..mmg blog aku ni xbest lgsung,da la x update, hehe

owh...ths May i'll start my practical training, mungkin kalau ade mase i'll blog about it

:D :D :D
(senyum2 stress ;P)

howdy

2009-12-30T09:35:00.000-08:00

hurm...hari ni sy rase gembire...sbb ape ye..

sbb utame, mungkin sbb store manager saye dah hired 2 orang barista baru :D
jadi akan rase tenang sikit lepas ni nak masuk belajar balik...sekurang2 nye xde la asyk ade masalah tak cukup orang nak masuk shift :)

ntah la..hari ni mood kerja sangat baik...closing dengan ajak n diana, mungkin sebab gaji kelua hari ni,jadi semua orang gembire...huhu

hari ni rase sgt tenang..alhamdulillah..

moge2 tiap2 hari lebih bersikap mcmni :]

selamat tahun baru Islam (walaupun da tlewat ucap bebrape hari..huhu)
dan selamat thn baru omputih

2010..cantik nombor itu..huhu

jantong

2009-12-17T09:23:00.000-08:00

menangis sehingge rase macam jantong nak tekeluar
aduh..sudah tidak tahan...

dah la, berenti kejap..ataupun berenti terus

* watever...tp hari ni hari yg baik...snapshot saye dpt 100%...sy bersyukur

teman hidup

2009-12-13T08:15:00.000-08:00

sekarang sy dah taw ape yg saye cari
haha

*ok2...last few days,i meet my bestfriend, dia telah bagi satu advice yg agak kijam, tapi bile pk2 balik...mcm bole dgune pakai utk org yg dah frust sgt2. kate nye...kalau asyik kn tipu je kite ni...kite cari je lah jodoh dengan org tue yg berharte...sekurang2nye dorg bnyk duit n betul2 syg kt kite"..

hurm...tp xnak la aku.. mcm sungguh susah nak terime je..

hari ni sy masuk keje rs sungguh sedih sbb tgh ade mslh .. masuk2 kn bahan dgn kwn2, lalu ternangis jap... isk..emo nyer... tension la mcm ni

few hours later, keje sprti biase, try to be strong, to smile n to laugh
n all sbux partner manage to make me laugh
i was laughing for the whole day

suddenly i terfikir..
aa...aku da taw dah skrg..
xnak la dapat boifren tue..
tp saye nak cari boifren yg suke buat lawak, supaye x sedih2 n gelaaaaaak 24 jam :)

22

2009-12-04T10:49:00.000-08:00

Nashua Ibrahim terase sprt artis hri nih. fuh' thnx for the bday wish kwn2 ;) *thanx to mak&ayah for the wish *to sbux partner, thnx for the card n the touching wishes ;] *to regular customer; John, thnx for the laptop lock,lol. *to Yusira, thnx bawak jalan2 n teman makan berger yg gemok :D

talk 2 the hand

2009-11-23T09:08:00.000-08:00

i wonder how does it feels being a hot girl?
can i experience it for 24hrs period..woah :D

plastic!

selamat selamat

2009-11-11T11:20:00.000-08:00

ramai kawan2 sekolah saye yg telah bertunang dan berkahwin

kawan baik pun ramai dah bertunang dan nak kawin

kawan baik yang dah kawin pun ade...

dan hari ini saye baru dpt tahu exboyfren saye pun dah nak kawin dalam mase terdekat ni...

wah! ape ni.?!

gua baru umur 22 tahun, tapi ini satu tamparan yang amat kijam!

aaaa..."

it's a wrap!

2009-11-06T06:18:00.000-08:00

betul ke ejaan tu? *

Alhamdulillah....hri ini sy telah submit final project terakhir... graphic comm & art directions..
dtg pagi-pagi bilik lecturer sebelum pergi kerje ( thanx to my shift supervisor yg mmbenarkan aku datang lewat sejam semate2 nk hanta final project) n tak sangke..sungguh ramai classmate lain yang hanta tak ikut dateline ( mcm aku!) huhu

At first i thought this sem was a failure struggle coz im almost fail to catch up datelines like again ,again, n again.. sungguh menakutkan perasaan itu...n tak sangke dpt selesaikan semua final project sem ni..

tinggal paper philosophy jumaat ni..lepas tu selesai lah sem 4..

masa untuk tawakal :]

courteous malaysian

2009-10-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

i miss the old me, a person that love art so much and would sacrify time,money and future for it *wink*

sem ni kecundang sikit, sebab ade banyak subjek menulis, report writing, thesis writing, n basically all the core subjects on designing must be submitted with report. And unfortunately, most of it are groupwork base, n these people giving excuses such as, have lack of skill in english language and taking advantage of giving all the report task on me, so i feel like a law student now, thank you -

due to lack of time n focus, i've neglect 1 particular subject, n yes its the creative and art direction
so today im making a research to finish up my final project on this subject. I've tot of making a environment awareness campaign and road manners campaign print art.

Browsing trough information on road manners campaign, i found this 1 interesting blog that very2 relevant about the least courteous malaysia coz i always face this problem especially on road in klang :[ . Plz be rajin to bace blog beliau , sekian ;)

http://www.gobalakrishnan.com/malaysians-are-rude/

helo

2009-10-09T21:49:00.001-07:00

i want to meet all my fwens during this sem break :)
saba ye kwn2...left another less thn 2 weeks je ;)

8.10.09

2009-10-07T21:45:00.000-07:00

do i have to display all my sketches and artworks at the hall so that it can show u guys the proove that I am studying?
do i have to wake u guys up from 1 a.m to 6 a.m to shows that im workin' my arse off just to have that perfect presentation?

sometimes they forget. im not an accounting student anymore

i might not have final exams on core subject but i do have final projects

all u guys want to see is just my 3.50 cgpa

;'(

few days to go

2009-09-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

selamat berpose semua, few days lagi nak raye da..

kadang-kadang rase, kan bagus kalau takde raye, puase sahaja sebulan dua dan tanpe meraikan hari raye
sebab bile dah besar, raye dah macam takde feel, ye lah kot.. budaye berpuase itu lebih seronok berbandingkan perayaan hari raye yang tipikal ,eheh

sekian ;D

action kamen

2009-09-11T08:55:00.001-07:00

okie..setelah sekian lame agak tidak post blog :D

ape yang membuatkan saye rase nak berblog hari ini..

cerita tentang manusia yang...hurm...mungkin masih berada dalam alam yang... ? ntah lah
bukan ape..sedikit kasihan..dan sedikit meluat dan membuat kan saye terfikir

Ape lah...da besar panjang..masih suke kan perhatian orang ramai.. Bagi saye..seni ni...bukannye untuk menunjuk2 sape yg cool..sape yg popular.. seni datang dari hati.. kite buat sebab kite ikhlas dan seronok nak buat..bukan nak bongkak..menunjuk2..
Itu bagi pendapat saye lah.

*sungguh bangge datang ke kelas pakai t-shirt The super sunday... dah kecoh satu kelas..katenyer Thelanjang famili lah..
aku malas nak melayan..buat2 tak paham ( huh? ape super sunday tuh??) iye lah..aku bukan kenal sgt pun...knl mcm2 tu ajer..

kalau mcm tu..kalau aku pegi kelas pakai t-shirt 10 tahun sebelum merdeka, aku dah boleh inform satu kelas, aku ni kamcing dengan fahmi reza...orait x? hehe

diam bertempat

2009-08-31T11:57:00.001-07:00

ape yang patut saye lakukan sekirenye consultation bersame lecturer dan workgroup menjadi sunyi dan bisu kerane semua org kelu tak reti nak respon ape?

normally saye akan bercakap, sebab kalau xcakap, nampak sgt sprt kite tidak phm akan benda yang dilakukan tu

tapi..mcm xdihargai pulak usehe saye ni..

lepas ni jadi diam dan pasif lah

18.8.09

2009-08-18T12:02:00.000-07:00

ok...all this while..i keep on muttering about how sucks and hard my daily life is..
well... humans..it's a normal thing when they tend to see bad things more rather than look at the good side of life's perspective

so..im not going to neglect all this good things, n i'll blog a little tiny report about today's busy bee schedule :)

today before went to class at 4.00pm , i go to work for opening shift at 9.30 am til 3.45pm.. hurm... yah..kinda tiring coz i have to directly go to class after work

after class at 6.00 pm, i have to meet my groupmates for our assignment discussion due to tomorrow's presentation

all in all...Im satisfied with what we've discuss today, it was very good brainstorming, we've came out with lots of good idea and solutions, teamwork was there, then at 9.30 pm we went for late dinner (finally i be able to eat some food!) chat and laugh for a while to release stress..lol.

now it's 2.30 a.m, still doing my work, everyone had been deligate with task give on things we've discuss just now
hopefully this morning presentation went well :)

mencari solutions

2009-08-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

di saat2 genting, 4 dateline pd hari isnin akn dtg ni, dan sdg mnghadapi masalah registration illustrator....wth" gua beli mahal2, tapi payah nak verified n da xbley gune", so...just fingger crossing for a while lorh

sekarang...dalam laptop saye da ade software Maya, Inkscape, dan segale adik beradik adobe (yang tapi belum verify lg ) and stil laptop maintain heibat

tapi skrg...saye perlukan extra 48 jam, boleh?

x)

tak paham

2009-08-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

buatlah ape yang ko suke...

dan xperlu fikirkan perasaan orang lain

mcm tu ke?

ye lah..siape lah saye ni..kuli

quotes of the day

2009-08-13T22:41:00.000-07:00

to be a creative person is a person who is be able to solve problems

i believe art is math

:)

apekah

2009-08-13T12:04:00.000-07:00

You can expect a response within 1~3 business day. E-mail about this case will be sent to nashuascd@hotmail.com. Please check your spam settings so you don't miss e-mail communication from us.

1-3 business day??? elok lah 2..time tu dateline aku pun da sampai ..

nasib2.. :(

tanggungjawab

2009-08-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

aku ni awesome
sbb tiap2 kali work presentation aku yg kene bercakap

aku ni awesome..sbb balik dr keje tgh malam..aku jugak yg kene siapkan proposal workgroup

aku ni awesome..sbb bile group kene question, aku yang tolong jawabkan

aku ni awesome..sbb bile last minit barista tak leh masuk keje, aku yang kene gantikan

aku ni memang awesome lah

*tibe2 tlh mnjadi tmpat luahan hati..maaf lah . minggu yg pack dan pressure
huk huk...nak nangis ..uh.. ;'(

da la xtolong..pastu bole lak gelakkan aku n cakap.. " kesian nashua..huhuhu"
apekah? patutkah?

(o_O')

diam

2009-08-12T05:12:00.001-07:00

dan jangan buat saya marah

apelah

library kecik

2009-08-09T11:56:00.000-07:00

hari tu pegi kinokuniya jap, nak lepak lame, tapi sebab dengan kawan-kawan, jadi tak boleh nak menelaah lah.
Sempat gak jenguk sketchbook, kalau-kalau ade yg murah and menarik x)

satu sketchbook ni best...besa,tebal and hardcover dan santek ;) tapi..mak ai..mahalnye lah, rm 55 kalau tak silap.
so, aku pun telah membawak keluar 1 statement kat kawan aku " maka ai' mahal nye..baik la aku tambah duit sikit dapat beli buku art" And beliau telah merespon dengan spontan nye " beli buku art?? baik la duit tu you buat pegi beli baju ke, beli kasut ke"
???
adeh..it's not a good answer my friend..
walaupun saye tak rajin membace..tapi buku tu adelah harte yang bernilai dan satu pelaburan

*teringat dulu penah nampak sorang kawan, habis sem je koyak-koyak buku masuk tong sampah, terkezut gua.
wei" buku tu banyak tolong kau la..jangan la layan dia macam tu :'(

disturbing helo

2009-08-05T22:44:00.001-07:00

have u work in starbucks before? no
so, don't simply judge and saying things like...oo..i'm contributing the jewish's
who care about them?? my 'niat' is not to contribute the jewish's
im doing it because of money, experience,in need of the feeling of being accepted, train my self-social skill of these lack of confident, learning how to communicate, and gain knowledges.

and attention my dear friends.., this does not mean i am neglecting my religion

maybe you can start from training yourself first, stop from eating that fries :) stop from using that lappie :) stop from using all the techology :) stop from using the medication :) stop from watching that fran nanny's sitcom :) and stop from consuming all the invention's :)

just realize it...you wud never escapes
nobody is perfect

:)

wondering, if u are working in a big firm that is base on u.s,what wud happen then?

musim

2009-08-05T22:18:00.000-07:00

aku rase....sorang lagi kawan baik aku nak kawin...betul x?

hahahaha

happiness

2009-08-05T09:52:00.000-07:00

currently im looking for..

macintosh shop, idn mag, movie marathon and a boyfriend? wah...wahaha

hari ini

2009-08-05T09:16:00.000-07:00

"macam ni macam ni.. ape kate awak tido dulu...saye pegi kelas untuk awak ok.ha tido la..tido.."

aik? lain macam jek bunyik mimpi ni, aku pun terus terjage.
Tak tau kenape,hari ni rase macam...ye ..aku da penat hari-hari terkejar-kejar nak pegi kelas awal, hari ni lantak la..suke hati aku la nak masuk kelas lambat setengah jam. So..gerak pelan2.. sampai la kelas pada pukul 8.45 am, boleh tahan jugak cepat. Tapi dalam lab semua orang dah sampai. Hari ni kelas multimedia application, kelas da 4 minggu start, tapi baru hari ni first time lecturer masuk kelas, sebab before ni buat briefing kat lecture hall je. Subjek ni ade 2 orang lecturer, so first time jugak lah aku belajar dalam kelas yang ade 2 orang lecturer, muke macam garang je 2-2 orang nih.. tapi aku masuk je lab.. dok ujung2..

Dah la terase malas hari ni...groupmate bawak keluar berite tak gembire .." wei' kite kene present nak develop application ape, kite tak buat ape langsung ni ". Ha...aku da cakap...prepare ape-ape at least...tapi sume wat dunno ( aku pun same, macam malas nak amik kesah sgt sebab ketidakhadiran lecturer yg kerap untuk subjek tu. Macam biase lah..sape kenal aku..aku ni kalau tengah takde mood, aku memang malas nak bagi riaksi muke sangat-sangat.. Tapi groupmate aku ni bagus.. diorang siap melawak ngan aku lagi.."ko ni kenape..xde mood ye..meh cini meh (ayat lbh kurang gitu kot". And lagi best, bagus lah..diorang ade idea last minit nak develop application ape. Group 4 orang nak buat presentation, my task given, brief introduction of application. Presentation goes well..lecturer pun seakan-akan yakin la ngan benda yang aku terangkan (padahal baru je bace and pahamkan benda tu setengah jam yang lalu..huhu). It end up by, our group is 1 of the group yang di approve idea and presentation nya.. credits to all my groupmates ;)

Tadi pegi kelas, hari mendung, balik dari kelas baru lepas hujan. Cuace sangat baik sekali hari ni..redup-redup..sejuk je nak jalan kaki pegi ngn balik kelas. Hari ni pelik, aku yang anti pak guard telah menyapa pak guard yang jage gate tu.. pak guard siap borak lagi..pakcik2..awak ni baik..tapi kenape lah suke saman saye..haih..

Gap kelas 3 jam, malas nak pulang ke rumah..jauh..so lepak starbuck :) yus dengan ajak was there, saye suke pegi starbuck eventhough bukan hari keje, sebab it's like a house and a 2nd family :)

Petang, kelas elektif subject, advance photography, masuk-masuk..lecturer kate," mulai hari ni, kelas kite akan diadekan selame 30 minit je...bagi project briefing jek " wah...seronoknye..huhu. Bagus2, tak silap aku amik subjek ni. Sebelum pulang, merayau ke bukit tinggi jap mencari barang...bla bla bla.. nak rayau lagi, tapi laptop yang dipikul sangat lah berat, lalu balik lah ;P

haha...ni baru bangun tido, dah aku nak siapkan assignment , nak buat advertisement report. kalau rajin tgk la advertisement ni, it is funny, yet give a quite deep message :)

material thing

2009-08-04T09:58:00.000-07:00

why the heck do u need an iphone? ur not a busy businessmen/businesswomen

do i make any sense here? rite..'

harte karun

2009-08-03T11:20:00.000-07:00

just want to share with u guys
or maybe some friends had discovered this before

but this website , i think i prefers it more than deviantart
perfect for idea and reference
chekitowwt ;)

http://www.behance.net/

wondering

2009-07-31T10:19:00.000-07:00

there's so much things i want to see and explore in life

but then..

sigh~

gadget tangan

2009-07-30T11:22:00.000-07:00

suddenly saw my lecturer's blog update, it's been a while he haven't post anything
n yet still talking about the pda's application

i think this sem's media application subject will be proceed on the the same application's task.. mobile application..sorta sorta..
im so weak in ths subject :(

maybe our faculty should provide us with a PDA for each student, then we can implement what are they trying to teach us during the project briefing :D

nashua don't give up (ala2 lagu force vomit tu)

2009-07-22T20:21:00.000-07:00

i've spotted my major problem
aku ni ciwek, u know what is ciwek? hati sensitip , sikit2 nak nangis
aduh..mcm mane la nak selesaikan masalah kalau asyik nak nangis jer
nak becakap je nangis, geram pulak ngn atitude aku ni

hari ini adelah boleh dikatekan 1 pagi yg malang, dimane saye lupe handak mmbawe wallet semase drive ke sekolah ye kawan2,..dari klang aku drive..lantak la,da telambat sikit, aku harini kene g kelas philosophy on time, aku tak nak jadi macam last week, sebab kan takde parking, aku tepakse ponteng kelas.

pukul 8.10 selamat sampai ke sekseyen 2 shah alam..betul2 depan traffic light stesen bas tu...betul2 je lepas warne oren, aku tgk budak2 tak melintas pun, aku pun kene peruntukan mase selame 10 minit untuk jalan kaki dari seksyen 2 ke fakulti..jadi..aku pun jalan terus la.. and kebetulan pade mase yang same kat roundabout tadi,aku dah bukak sit belt, sebab alang2 dah nak sampai kan

xjauh dari taffic light tu, ade jpj pulak. Ape la pagi2 jpj buat kat jalan2 yang tak penting nih?? memang kene tahan lah
Tapi time kene benti kereta tu, aku tlh memikirkn macam2 masalah terutamenya risau pasal lecturer gua yang sgtlah mementingkn ketepatan waktu semase hadir ke kelas (cwah) lalu..telah mngalami panic attack , orang jpj tu..dia baik..dia cakap baik2..tapi aku trase sgt malang sebab x bawak wallet pulak..aduh..buang mase 15 minit dah
aku tetibe telah menangis kat orang jpj tu..sebab freak out ayam, niat aku nak pegi kelas on time je...ape lah dose aku..
si abang jpj ni pun dah xtaw nak buat ape kot kt aku, nak saman pun lesen xde, dgn aku yg tgh asyik bgelinang ngn air mate (aduh..malu bai sebebnarnye..kenape lah aku menangis) so terlepas lah dari surat cinte jpj

Tetapi..useha aku utk datang awal, telah sia2 begitu sahaje...niat dalam hati nak je balik rumah terus sbb terase give up sangat2. Tapi aku cume pikir..sia-sia je kalau 2 minggu berturut2 tak datang kelas...lantak lah kalu kene maki ke tak dlm lecture hall nanti.

Setelah menapak dari kawasan perumah seksyen 2, sampai ke fakulti, 8.40pm aku pun sampai la jugak kat lecture hall tu.. Mungkin kali ni nasib aku sedikit baik, Puan pun buat tak taw je tengok muke aku.

Kadang2 membuatkan aku terfikir, ape lah dose aku kat kelas philosphy ni sampai tak bagi aku pegi? isk2
dugaan..biaselah..

*tapi still xleh mngatasi masalah nangis tuh'adeh ;P

thought for myself some more

2009-07-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

my chaotic life started since last friday ;
morning class - went to ssc - directly start working on my closing shift
next day; take photo for a best friend's sister wedding - directly to workplace for my closing shift
sunday; meet friend, a best friend's birthday - had to catch up 3 datelines by tomorrow
+ fever (hahaha) n my manager text me ,tomorrow evening i have to work at 7.30pm..haha...*&$@# (nak bunuh aku ke ha?haha)

i started my work on the sunday evening and the 3rd assignment finish rite on time at 7.15 am, yeah.. i was straightly get ready to school and prepared for 3 submissions and 1 presentation ..well done my friend ;)

i came to class with my eyes half-closed,haha..gile mamai
but the funny part is.. during my 2nd class, it's a communication design and art direction class, i tot i wud collapse in the class, but once the lecturer came in, and came out with one statement that had give me a thought and inspiration, i became very active in participating the lecture session . She said " to be a creative person, u were born as a right side brain person, but we need to use both side of the brain to came out with something relevent instead of just being creative"

ya...i've been using my left brain for about 2 yrs n half during my diploma in accounting period, and hopefully i do apply it during my degree, and I am thankful for having that skill and knowledge. And its amazing that both of my brain are functioning" lol. What can i relate between both of these 2 different field is that..we still need to have management and marketing knowledge in this designing field.

all in all, the best part of the task given is to make our own self promotion . Thought of furthering my last sem project of making paper engineering to a more advance level, yeay' cant wait tho. bet not gonna sleep for days sum mo...n i don't care, grrr

*owh..and thank God...my manager is a human...she did gave me a an off-day yesterday ;)

lame sudah

2009-07-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

rasenye da lame x berblog
sbb xde topik yg menarik yg nak diceritekan lately

hurm..

tapi nak mengucapkan selamat dtg kat laptop baru

yeah...saye cintekan awk Mac

moge2 lps ni xbuat work smbil nangis2 lg :D

masalah orang2 yg sempurna

2009-06-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

kadang2 ,aku bukan nye sengaje nak naik marah
tapi, bile kite sudah terbiase dgn budaye "tak kesah"
org akn pijak kepale kite

aku sedar..aku ni xde rupe..gemok pulak..
tapi adekah itu satu peluang utk kau mempermain2kn paras rupe aku ni?

yg penting,cukup anggote badan

bengap punye org" mintak maaf lah kalau terjerit kat ko
sebab aku tak pernah mintak sebarang pujian dari siape2 pun

sekian

hari ini

2009-06-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

buat pertama kali menanam pokok bakau, trase sgt bermakne

tadi saya nampak beberape ekor lembu merayau-rayau kat tepi jalan raye tgh2 malam, trase nak pelok lembu2 tersebut, sian nye..mane lah tuan mereka, xjage ape

tadi.. nampak ade orang yang nyaris2 nak nangis..turut merasai kesedihan beliau...ntah kenape

???

my next obsession

2009-06-15T09:57:00.000-07:00

*mcm penah denga tagline ni :D

on this 27th i'll join the Urbanscapes events, it's been months i haven't join an art events, sell t-shirt...Spraycandefine will be back soon..huhu

well,today supposely i go for a meeting to proceed my logo due to my side-project. Tetapi..i've been really busy with work during last weekend, leck of sleep,and i freak out, and didn't manage to came out with designs in a very short time, so...hurm...i didn't manage to go for that meeting (so sorry..:'[..) so,just now i decided to go to the Boarders to check out some art books, and browse for new ideas..and release stress ..i guess :)

unfortunately..all the books are sealed.. tapi..saye terpakse menebalkan muke, n merequest orang kedai tu bukak plastik buku tu sampai 4, 5 bijik...(mintak maap banyak2..malu sbnanye..nak belaja punye psl..)..but the salespersons were being so nice and friendly, he even offer me 15% discount on art books. After hours browsing (thought of looking for logo's & corporate identity book) i think, all those things in the books that cost hundreds are actually things that i can gain on internet..so whats the point of buying it right? so finally...i decided to buy some art zines only...huhu..

the best part of the day is that, several books i've fliped, theres one artworks that i discovered and give me an idea for my next tee's instead. Yes' my next obsession, birds :) Lately...i like birds,anything that have to do with birds, from pins,cards,soft toy,to necklace..i'll always look forward on anythg tht has to do with birds figure, especially owl. So, i think my next tee's will probably have a bird themes, hurm...i think so. lol ( ya..last time got a tee's with bird design as well,but this time i'll try to work on sumthg more detail)

terime kaseh :D

2009-06-11T09:54:00.000-07:00

haha,gilow' aku bnyk keje ni...tp perasaan becampo baur..
lantas hati yg keras ni nak check jugak result
wei wei..
orang kampung..aku lulus' yahooo

ketinggalan 0.12 point untuk dekan
tapi,takpe
sy gembireeeee
Alhamdulillah...
aku nak blanje kwn2 mkn la esok..kerane trase sgt bersyukur..

mane tak nye... sem ni..aku berkejar2, g keje, g kelas, nangis2, berdrama dgn lecturer, xtdo 3 hari, wahaaa...what a pengalaman

yg sgt terperanjat...multimedia application saye B+, wahhh, xsangke" aku buat basic giler...mekashes Mr.ron...i luv u...anda lah lecturer terkewl~

make esok akan lebih bersemangat untuk proceed work kt Intekma, yeargh!

berserah

2009-06-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

saye dah usaha, jadi saye tawakal

sebab...result exam kali ni adalah keputusan kepade khidupan saye yg "cacamerba" dalam mase 6 bulan ni

sigh~

Perfume : The Story Of Murderer

2009-06-08T12:35:00.000-07:00

i've been longing to watch this movie since last past +-2 yrs, tapi asyik x berkesempatan. Last few months ago, cerite ni kluar tv, tapi.. still x sempat nak tengok..asyik berebutkan tv dgn omak (seb baik..beliau yg bayar bil astro :D).
And finally ..finally today...balik dari keje lewat mlm..kebetulan cerita ni ade balik kat tv.. jackpot disitu!

Tetapi..aku rase cerite ni adelah cerite yg sgt2 phyco dan tidak ade ape yg mengembirekan langsung dan mendatangkan banyak misteri..and telah membuatkan ko terpikir 2 kali..betulkah boleh jadi begini? adekah beliau mempunyai satu kelebihan atau satu sumpahan? adekah fakta sains boleh membuktikan kesahihan point dalam cerita ni? dan membuatkan aku rase nak research research dan research bukti.

It' a story about a guy,who have an extremely high sense of smelling, and being obsess with it, until he wanted to preserve the smell that he desire and make a perfume out of human's body smell.

Well...I don't really understand about the 12 fundamental smell that they apply in this story..but what i do understand is that, 1 of the smell, is the dominant smell that will compliment the rest of the other 11 smell.

So basically, the main character in this movie had killed 12 women just to get an extremely super-ordinary smell that can make other people hypnotize..captured..feels like heaven and make people praised you if u wear the perfume.

This guy...is extremely talented and genius...but..as what people say..when u are being too genius,it will lead u to a madness.

so,i guess...the moral of the story.. lelaki ini kurang kasih sayang,..eheh..thts all i can say..huhu

But...for real...do our individual smell does really reflects our character? well...maybe normal human being cannot detect that..It some sorts of chemistry i can say.. yack yack yack...i starta say sumthg that i don't even know how to describe it in sentences %@#$%

*But,what i can relates here...smells...can really reminds you to something..
I still remember my very first perfume that I bought, It will reminds and bring me back to that year back. And some perfume will remind me to places. And theres also a perfume that will remind me to someone..whoa..speakin of being deep.
All in all..perfume @ body essence can really reminds you to something @ someone. The feeling is almost similar like music therapy i guess.

anyone who had watched this movie, may leave some comments and opinion ..huhu >.<

hey hey

2009-06-08T10:12:00.000-07:00

Do you know what is the most satisfiying part of being a Starbucks' barista?
when a customer said to you "the drink is perfect" once they take a sip of the drink that you've made for him/her.

well..today..a customer came to me, he wanted to drink coffee, so i suggest him a cafe latte, but he said..he don't like latte, so was asking for a cappucino instead, so i replied to him ; basically a cappuccino is almost as same as latte, it just that the cappucino is a half milk n half foam. So he end up by taking the cafe late.

After few minutes, I came to the customer and ask him how's the drink and he said..it is good..better compared to other Starbucks'. Well..i didn't do any special thing in his drink,just make a normal cafe latte as usual.

But..the main point of this scene is that..before i leave him,he said to me.."by the way..you have a very good atitude"
wow..i feel like i don't deserve it at all.. I feel so honoured and speechless to hear that..so i just smile n said.."well...all starbucks' partner are also nice" :D
* why don't he write it in the customer's compliment, that wud be nice,can give good impression to my store instead'lol

Let go utk kali yg ke 80 kali

2009-06-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

80 kali itu hanya lah satu metafora
tapi dah terase letih sebab banyak kali sangat jadi mcm ni
ape yg boleh buat hanye mampu melihat
adekah kalau kite selalu mengalah akan menjadikan kite seorang yg looser?
hurm...sigh

hurm..?

2009-06-04T19:23:00.000-07:00

mengape perlukan sebuah kereta mewah n besar..sedangkan duit tu boleh digunakan untuk investment yg lebih besar..

bek aku gi beli rumah

huh'

insiden hannah montana

2009-06-04T10:16:00.000-07:00

time kaseh kpd kwn baik sy..yg bename shuzzy krn menginvite saye utk turut serta menonton wayang bersama familynyer, sbb dia taw sy sukekan Hannah Montana! yeargh~

btw..ade 1 scene ni..mcm kelaka n pelik
actually..scene ni xde lah ape sgt pun..cume lah 1 scene ayah dan anak tg berbual2 sambil bermain gitar (which are miley with his dad) But the way his dad looks at her, like..his dad shows that he's really proud of what his daughter has achieve.u know..."the look".
ntah kenape ye..aku tetibe rase sebak,hurm..because i never yet experience that moment, coz for them..everything that i've achieve is just an ordinary thing.

I try to think about other thing for a while to stop from crying ( demn...kwn aku kat sebelah kot) i try to think about my crush for a moment, try to distract things..
hahaha.menitis jugak sebijik tapi..adui...jadi berpure2 mengapai bag utk mengorek sekotak smarties, huhu..

apelah..nak emosi lak tibe2..macam2

when u know what's gonna happen

2009-05-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

today..i was sent to work at starbucks klang parade (been working there frequently lately) very berry boring..zzZzz.. as usual..a super low volume store..few customer came in..owh..I am dead bored . I still remember once, I felt really bored till I text my friend and said things like.."why don't they just shut down the store if there is no customer??"

but,today..something happened that make me think twice. A group of customer came in..at first they were asking 1 of the partner.. "is it true, that this store will be shut down?" kinda funny..coz when i heard it..i feel a bit pissed bout her question. I mean..its the way she ask..is not like a concern type of question..it's like..she is happy with it..

few minutes after that..a few of other people came in..n they were actually going to make a meeting with the previous customer that was chatting with my colleague.
meeting about what? yeah.. they going to shut down the starbucks in Klang Parade n turn it into a Big Apple store.

Once i heard about it..i feels like..whoa..I feel a bit sad..eventhough it's not my store..but i bet..it's gonna be a sad news for all the partners there..n i just imagine,if same things happen to my store..im gonna be really sad..because it's the place tht i work everyday..n it's like my 3rd place :D

I bet after this..all the partners will be transfer to all different store, theres a pros n cons of it.Theres only left few months for Starbucks Klang Parade to keeps on operating, so I wish the best luck of them. Klang Parade's store is 1 of the earliest store open in Malaysia (#14), there must be a lot of memories they had been trough with..n i have 1 memories about that store too :P heheh

* the lady that was chatting with my colleague, offer him a bigger sallary. But I don't know..to get the same environment working, knowledge and experience with Starbucks, I don't think so it would be the same~ sigh

20.5.09

2009-05-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

today..a regular customer came to store.. he gave a phrase tht makes me think about it for a while..

"not every civilize people are educated, and not every educated people are civilize"

well..i do agree with the 2nd part of the phrase ,it is..not every educated people are civilize..as a simple example.. just go to any university or college, not everyone have the same level of thinking and manners even how well are they educated.

but...the 1st part of the phrase..i still didn't get the meaning deeply, still thinking about it :)

let's make it as a thought of the day... :)

36hrs escape

2009-05-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

It's kinda funny, last time during my diploma,i've been studying in UiTM seri iskandar for 1 yrs n half, the place is like almost neer to Pangkor, all my batchmate will go there during weekends on holiday, n suprisingly i have never been there before ( yeah...saye sangat skema mase diploma, 24hrs in room studying)

And suprisingly, my store manager decided to make our very first store outing in this year,to Pangkor Island. Eventhough im having a tight schedule for this mean time, but i try to stretch the time as posible as i could,( since i have plenty of side job's datelines to catch up,fuh' )Infact it just a 36hrs escape, seriously it was less than 2 days trip! yet it was awesome"

Eventhough it just a 36hrs trip, we manage to fill the time by doing as many activities as we could. There were 9 of us, which was perfect for me.. I prefer a trip with a small group of people because we be able to spend each moment together :)
and yeah..less complicated to handle ^.^

The overall cost was rm130 ( food+transportation+accomodation+activities+extra expenses) But the most important thing is that, I be able to spend time with people who i close the most,people who i work with everyday, people who knows my condition, these are people that always keep me feels happy :)

envy

2009-05-15T10:17:00.000-07:00

the grass is always greener on the other side

i don't want to give a damn about it

but they tend to appear in my life

scenes that has to do with my emotion problems

owh..just wanna get married n leave all this ish ~
cpt selamatkan sayeee!

just a small favour

2009-05-12T07:47:00.001-07:00

most of the time i keep myself quite

i rather be quite ,n work thgs on my own

sbb xnak mnyusahkn beliau..

yet sometimes i might need some help

tp beliau tak paham~ xpernah nak phm~

kalau aku ni serbe cukup, aku pun xnak mintak tolong kau la..

terime kaseh ~

and that is my problem bcuz...?

2009-05-11T11:16:00.000-07:00

"awk ni gemok..sy x nak kwn ngn awk lah"

haha,walaupun statemnt beliau x sedirect itu..but i know wht ur trying to say :)

eh..1st time aku jumpe org mcm ni..jap2..tgh pk ade x kwn aku ckp aku ni gemok..
pnh sekali,tp time tu mmg bdn aku naiiik sgt..that was few yrs ago..
ye..ye ..sy mmg berisi..tp bukan obes ye kwn2
dah tuhan jd kan bdn sy mcm ni..bukan nye mkn bnyk sgt pun..sehari 2 kali..kdg2 sebok ngn keje..mkn sehari skali pun ade..
hurm..nak kene jogging hari2 kot barangkali?

nnt aku cube...kurus ke x
heheh

*masih trase pelik..lain la kalau dia boifren aku
hey..exbf aku dulu pun xbagi aku kurus lg la.. :P

sentiase dlm dilema :)

2009-05-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

adekah sy ni tamak?

itu hari..ade seorg regular customer offer sy buat website, dgn tanpe rase segan silunye sy kate.. " ok sir' i'll try to make it work, i'll keep update within this 2 weeks time" hahaha...awk ni konfiden..

walhal..aku blom blaja lg pun kat skolah mcm mane nak buat website

last skali blaja wat website time diploma dulu utk subjek e-commerce, 2 pun pkai frontpage..workgroup..sy handle bhgian design je..coding sume kwn sy yg buat :D

sikalang sudah pening kepale mcm mane mau buat..kwn2 sume xtaw nak publish website..waha..

tp ptg td, naseb baik trjumpe Is, dia tgh lepak kt Starbuck klang parade ( owh..today work at KP :) beliau sanggup menelefon lecturer beliau semate2 nak tolong mslh aku ni

bgus2..semua kwn2 bukan nak pukul aku ( amik job yg xreti nak buat) malah mmberi galakan

ok2, saye akan berusehe, biarlah dateline dah telebih dateline ke,yg penting berusaha!

"the ability to achieve the unexpected"

cwah...ckp jgn x serupe bikin Nashua...semoge bejaye *bekate2 kpd diri sndiri

kopi atau milo

2009-05-02T11:07:00.000-07:00

before i finish my final exam, i've promise to my boss to work daily. Suddenly the next week 1 of my friend,invite me to got to Perhentian.. aku da ckp awl2..tak cofirm..aku pun kerja jugak.. but she was baggin n saying its the only off-day she wud has. hurmm...very considerate..ker? haih~ rs serbe salah apply cuti...4 hari pulak..and skrg part timer semua tgh bz nak finals..so kekurangan barista di store.

then today, schedule for next week dah keluar..owh, cuti 4 hari tlh d approve! tp...pelik..xrase gembire pun..rase serbe slh lagi ade.. on 1 of the day off, 3-3 shift manager kene kerja..spatutnye 2 manager of the day je kerja..sbb aku ,sume org trpkse kerje :'(

so,after tought about it back..since bos tlh sgt generous bg cuti..once i start working back, i want to give her a suprise :D i mean..actually kerje ni dah lame delay..sebab bz with assignmnt and exams. We planed to make a Tea passport and a Coffee log book (for Starbuck's partner, i guess u'll get what i mean)

Now,I am browsing and doing some research on the internet to find some materials .
So i went to U.S's Starbucks website, i found they are selling a Starbucks Liqueour.
No wonder, ade desar desur desir mengatekan Starbuck ni tak halal and jual arak.
Pade hakikatnye..Starbuck kat Malaysia hanye jual kopi, teh, dan hot chocolate :D
and aku taw ingredient dia xde arak lgsung pun..sbb sume air tu aku penah bancuh sendiri, huhu.

hello sunshine

2009-04-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

today for the 2nd time i've been given the chance to work in Starbucks Centro. It was awesome...tiring..but it was real fun,coz my shift was with 2 partners that i already know..which are Yus and Zahara.

there are 3 customer that made my day, which are

1)a customer that being very concern during i was left alone in the bar, he is very understanding, eventho was in rush,stll be able to wait for his drink :)

2)an Australian guy that have an internet connection with his laptop, was really friendly.

3) our very very regular Starbucks' customer, Mr.Berry

so, as usual..i will make a little conversation with our regular customer just to show some friendliness ( well..it's the job requirement and to train myself to b more talkative;P) i've known Mr.Berry like for 6 months, and suddenly he ask me what major am i studying currently..so i reply i am studying Graphic design.. and suprise2 he directly offered me to design his company's website, awesome~ last week i got job to design logo for MEDEC's UiTM project and ths week i got another new job,n i thnk it's awesome.

owh ya..and there's a previous memorable customer experience happened in my store, i got the chance to make converation with 1 of the Runhill's members of board , i really admire him, coz he is a malay, but with a successful carrier.

I have worked in Starbucks for 6 months already..besides having the knowledge about coffee, the opportunity to meet and talk with these successful people,is amazing :)

ko nak kaye?

2009-04-27T08:40:00.001-07:00

iye lah,da sakit hati,mls nak menulis..apetah lg ckp psl kopi
tp xpe, hri ni nak becakap psl makhluk2 manusia ats dunia

yg bg mereka...duit tu kn cari banyak2..kalau berbelanje tu nak yg mahal2..
rumah nak yg besa2..kereta pun besa2..mkn pun hari2 mau mhl..

betul ckp ko, mst hidup selesa, mampu utk dptkn ape yg kite mahukan
wait a minute~! mampu utk dptkn ape yg kite mahukan..eh betul ape ko ckp tu..ape pulak yg xbetulnye..
tapi,dah ngko suke nak hidup senang dan mewah,itu ko punye psl lah
aku suke hidup sederhane
biarlah aku nnt grad jd designer,start gaji sikit,janji aku puas n hepi ngn ape yg aku buat
aku boleh je nak smbung master ACCA ,fresh grad jd auditor..gaji boleh cecah 4k-8k
tp,aku xsuke buat keje 2, buat aku dpt sakit jantung je buat ape ha..
ko nak aku join ko buat direct selling..ko pandai becakap ngn org...xpe la...lantak la ko nak dpt gaji 20k skali pun..

aku pilih utk belajar graphic design,n aku dah taw awl2, designer ni gaji xbesar mane pun..tp kalau aku pndai bwk diri aku boleh hidup la..
kalau ko xboleh nak terime hidup dgn care kayuh pelahan2..itu awk punye psl :)

aku bukan bongkak, tp aku mmg knl org perangai mcm ni iaitu org yg terdekat jugak lah, memang diorg berjaye, tapi kadang2 tak penah puas sampai org sekeliling yg xde kn mngene dituding jari ~

jike kau nak jadi kaye raye...itu pilihan kau..
tinggal care kite mcm mane nak jd kaye je berbeza
easy come easy go la brader..
aku xkesah hidup susah bertahun tapi senang pd mase depan
sekurang2 nye aku taw aku mmg berusehe

2009-04-16T08:58:00.000-07:00

pd hari ini..sy baru mngenal dunia barangkali

baru ku sedar..bhw wujudnye manusia2 yg x jujur dan sanggup berbuat ape saje demi kepentingan diri sendiri tanpe memikirkan perasaan org lain...

owh..sy sgt lurus org nye...

-.-

Antidotes- butterfingers

2009-04-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

my all time favourites :)

Sick and tired growing sick and tired
spills and thirlls amused 'em lately
clean up yesterday
you're trippin' all night
busy morning
call it luck to call in ill

see thru walls but still you're stuck in the door
strapped in moods that don't expire till you're
eighty-eight
subset stars

what we gave we had and what we got we lost
fill your minds with material schemes
the flamboyance of this modern day zoo
love the absent and the present that we scorn

see thru walls but still you're stuck in the door
strapped in moods that don't expire till you're
eighty-eight
subset stars

i'm hurt but i'm not stained
antidotes to kill the pain (2x)

i'm hurt and i'm hurt yeah
sexual comodities sell like hot cakes
empty society
hungry angles on the prowl
make a wish you cannot lie

i'm hurt but i'm not stained
antidotes to kill the pain (2x)

i'm hurt but i'm not slained

on the suicide lane (3x)

virgin to verismo

2009-04-03T10:54:00.000-07:00

ha...now i talk about coffee k
supposely i shouldn't work more than 2 days for this week coz im on my way to the final week of the sem, but last week my store manager ask me whether i can work for Starbucks bukit tinggi on friday (which was just now). well, with no doubt i answered yes coz i never experience yet working in Starbucks jusco bkt tinggi and i know that the store use Verismo instead of La marzocco.

Bukit Tinggi store is 3 times huge compare to my store,and it's also a high volume store but theres only 2 barista and 1 supervisor working on shift. It was kinda funny when i first start my shift, i felt very awkward coz all the equipment are 2 times bigger n was also excited to try using the Verismo.

nothing much about verismo..the steamer is quite similar with the La Marzocco except it wud stop automaticaly. The espresso pour ws soo boring n can be said slow, i guess? well well well...al of us miss our La marzocco in our store.. i like the traditional way better :)

what so special about La marzocco, it produce a real nice aroma of coffee, and we can keep the mug warm at the top of La marzocco too! huhu

The store's closing was a disaster..it was endless,and we manage to finish it at 1.15 a.m, wow~ but overall, the best part about working in that store is that, I think all the customer were very friendly, knowledgeable and interesting people to talk to and i guess most of them are regular customer of Starbucks :)

amalan pinjam meminjam

2009-04-01T09:36:00.001-07:00

day by day blog ini tlh mnjadi sgt nonsense..apetah lg bercakap pasal kopi..jauh sekali..

hari ni balik dari kerje..ade sekeping surat dr ptptn kat atas meje..
bukak2 .." jika anda tidak membuat bayaran dalam tempoh 14 hari, tindakan undang-undang akan dikenakan"

eherherher...nak nangis, dah xde air mate.. nak tegelak pun ade..

dari diploma..sampai ke ijazah masih ade masalah dgn ptptn..
mase diploma..tgh2 org lain dapat duit loan..duit aku xdapat..sebabnye kesilapan sistem..
sem lepas ditahan pinjaman..sem ni dah bagi duit ditarik balik duitnya..
surat agreement dah di pulangkan.. tibe2 dpt surat bayaran balek?
ape ni bai..gua tgh belajar, bukankah surat penangguhan pembayaran balik sudah di buat? kos belajar mengharapkan duit gaji part time yg x seberape..nak bayar dengan pasir kah?

so..tengah confuse2..pegi melayari website ptptn.. semak bahagian faq
ade soalan ni mcm kelaka lah

Soalan 3:
Saya mendapat kepujian kelas pertama semasa program diploma, bolehkah saya memohon untuk pelepasan bayaran balik pinjaman PTPTN?

Jawapan:
Tidak boleh. Hanya pelajar lulusan Ijazah Sarjana Muda Kelas Pertama sahaja yang layak memohon pelepasan bayaran balik pinjaman PTPTN.

eheh..ko ingt senang nak dpt kelas pertame ijazah.. waklu..
kedekut! xnak bg pinjam x pyh bagi pinjam la..

paper engineer?

2009-03-31T22:02:00.000-07:00

penah dengarkah?
bunyinye sgt awesome
i try to apply the technique for my next assignment
tp..setelah mmbuat research...it can takes until 12 month to complete the objects
dateline gua seminggu je, mampukah?
hehe

ntah

2009-03-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

bg mereka...graphic design ni ade lah 1 major yg bodoh , main2..bole goyang kaki..n x proffesional n x boleh jadi kaye langsung.

ayah bagi aku belajar pun sbb aku suke nak belajar course ni..
*maknenye dia x de lah encourage sgt aku blaja field ni kan?
infact kos belaja sume aku tanggung sendiri..sbb bg dia dulu,kakak2 aku belaja account x pakai duit pun

thnx 4 ur guys support lah

flash ur flesh bebeh

2009-03-23T10:30:00.000-07:00

dari sabtu lepas aku dok pulun nak mnyiapkn asgmnt flash, gua x pndai sgt flash ni..lg2 tang coding2..isk xphm betul lah. bnyk buang mase kt design, tang coding bertrabur..hohoh

make..pagi isnin td..pergi ke kelas sejam awl (hri ini dlm sejarah)
dgn harapan nk mintak tolong kwn2, hari ni presetation dol' aku xsiap lagi nih
so, tgh panic2 tu..kbnyakkn kwn2 datang kelas muke senyum je..ye lah keje da siap..
tp dorg ni bgus lah..sume bertungkus lumus nak tolong aku link kan page.( owh, btw kitorg kene buat website utk PDA's application.

datang la sorg mmamat ni sebok2 skali.." weh..apsal nih? aku boley nak tolong ..tapi..ngko ni x pkai mouse pulak..aku kureng skit la kalau xde mouse ni"
hurm..utk pngtahuan sume,slame ni aku mmg wat keje2 xpakai mouse pun ,da biase :D

tp,sgt kagum lah, beliau cube sedaye upaye utk tolong aku, n saye sgt impress, padahal aku pnh bercakap ngn dia 2 kali je..xde la knl sgt, name dia pun aku x taw ,huhu. mamat ni biase je..tp,dah sebab dia beriye2 tolong aku..n aku ni dok panic ayam..dia asyk ckp "nashua..cool2..rilek..u can do it nashua" eh,cwah' dia lak yg n mmberi motivasi diri..

yg kelakar nye.. aku boleh tr "crush" skjp kt mmt ni..aiseh..pantang ade org baik2..mesti mau suka..

n Alhamdulillah..flash gua siap jugak..yg pntg, button2 berfungsi

tapi..yg ksiannye..bile dia present.. button dia pulak yg x brfungsi, haih..trase brsalah pulak..

xpe2..seb bek bukan final submission lg.. smoge beliau mendapat Dekan :D

adekah sy ini seorg anak yg mmbebankan?

2009-03-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

itu lah soalan nye..

kepada org2 yg khidupan nye susah, tapi masih mampu untuk bangun n teruskan kehidupan adelah org2 yg sgt tabah

walau marah mcm mane skali pun dgn keluarge kite, kite x boleh nak buang mereka dri hidup kite..sebab mereka adlh "keluarga" kite

48hrs failure

2009-03-16T12:02:00.000-07:00

*wolverine yg bisa mmbuat gua kantoi

im almost fail a subject for the very 1st time
iaitu apebile tidak dpt submit final work on time
bile lecturer mereply msg kate " xbole hantar work dah "
pergh' trase "a slap on the face" bak kate org puteh

i was speechless n numb.. tp x bole nak marah kat sape2, sbb aku mcm da bole predict bnd ni nak berlaku..n slh diri sndiri jugak
haih.. bukan nye sbb aku tunduk kat takdir.. tp mslhnye mmg dah usehe sgt2..

kenape lah minggu lepas hari tu aku kn kerje 28 jam ( 4 shift ) dlm mase 1 minggu
2 hari bturut2 8 jam pulak 2
pdhal ade 3 datelines utk dikejar

kalau la aku ponteng kelas packaging tu n siapkn kerje final kan bagus
kalau la aku mintak replace shift hri khamis tu kan bagus
kalau la aku x pegi kelas english hri tu n siapkn kerje kan bgus

lebih 2 hari x tdo, bekerje , pegi kelas n siapkn work pd mase yg same
smpai siapkn artwork kt tmpt keje, pegi kelas pakai bju kerje
wah...tunggang tebalek hidup gua

hri jumaat tu..mmg sgt syahdu..buat work sorg2 kt studio.. n in the end, lectrr dah pulang..

walaupun lecturer dah xnak work aku..mlm tu aku siapkn jugak..
biar la kalah ade benda dri kalah sbb x buat ape2

ahad 11.00 a.m ---> lecturer msg gua ar, dia kate last submission isnin ( which was siang td)
owh, trase dunia ni terang balek.

* dri diploma smp hri ni aku x pnh kantoi ppr/subjek
bile bnd mcm ni jd, baru tahu perasaan kwn2 yg pnh fail ppr tu..

mimpi kan si macbook

2009-03-16T11:54:00.000-07:00

jap2 nak gelak n nak nangis..
huarghhh

penat nye bekerje..simpan duit tiap2 bln..
bru2 ni hilang duit 500$
ape lah naseb..
trase nak give up dah
trase..duit yg dsimpan tu nak buat pegi melancong je..haha

hurm..laptop gua dah nazak da..
tp baru2 ni..dia mcm baik pulak mndengar kate
(seakan2 phm keadaan tuan yg x brduit nih)

uwh2.. sgt lah sedih mndgr berite seorg kwn tlh mmbeli sbijik macbook..
generousnye kaum keluarge beliau..

xpe lah, bersabar ~ dugaan

2009-03-11T11:36:00.000-07:00

kenape mereka gile kaye?

born to be rich

hurm..

xpe lah..rather be a hustler to be rich kan?

2009-03-09T10:34:00.000-07:00

i don't know what to say today..but i feel like blogin,hurm

the only things that make me smile are;

1) when i think of my bestfriends
2) all the partners@baristas in my workplace
3) my cat
4) the sweet n bad memories

those 3 first things makes me smile ,because of the feeling of their love,being appriciates, being accepted as who am i.peole who always make me laugh, n people who had seen me cry.. n the only people who really knows me, coz when im around them, im not faking it, the feeling of being comfortable n just b myself.

the 4th is ..wether it is a yesterday's or a 5 yrs back then sweet memories..but i am thankful to gain n experience it, n bad memories thought me to be a better person n it tend to be a funny stories for me when i reminisce.

there r so much things in life that can be a reason for us to smile n keep ourself happy n to be a better person ~ day by day

tgh2 malam

2009-03-04T11:07:00.000-08:00

bukak pintu, tanye " Upie masuk tak?" pastu xnak tdo balek..
cari kucing.. slagi kucing tu x msuk umah..dok cari kucing tu..padahal da pukul 3 pagi..
wargh'

ape lah susah sgt nak jage kucing.. kucing tu makan, kucing tu tido, kucing tu kluar jalan2, kucing tu balek la lps tu' haiyya..

mak saye...itulah..jage kucing mcm jage anak..
anak x balek xpe..tapi kucing kene balek umah, sbb kucing xde henpon' heheh

sudah mnjadi habit...kalau kat kolej..aku tunggu sumeorg da tido..baru aku dapat belajar dgn tenang..
skrg dah dok umh, nak tunggu sumeorg tido, hampeh, kul 2,3 pagi bru diorg nak msuk tido..huhu

tak ape lah.. bersabar..umah ni mmg dorg punye.. :D
*kepade kucing2..tolong lah balek sblum pukul 12 mlm, kacau betul lah"

tamak

2009-03-02T21:17:00.000-08:00

keinginan utk melakukan 6 perkara dalam 1 mase

-khidupan sbg seorg art student

-mmbuat dan beniage tiset

-bekerja sbg seorg pmbancuh kopi

-meluangkan mase bersame kawan2

-mluangkan mase bersame keluarge

-melancong

*apepun kn habiskan sem ni dulu..bertahan2...

speaking of being competitive?

2009-03-01T06:40:00.000-08:00

i can say that..students from branch who hops into part 3 degree directly are extremely good n talented

was it just a phychology?

emm..

it's quite a good thing for me that i changed my class this sem,i be able to mingle around with students from branches and it really open my eyes

therefore, i gotta work harder then,to think outside of the box :D

andy warhol lagi

2009-02-26T20:10:00.000-08:00

"kate suke minum kopi, tapi asyk tdo jek "

"ah? ape dia?"

"xde pape..hehehe"

ape lah kn mngene ngn minum kopi?
pagi td presentation kene buat mind maping utk tokoh yg kite pilih, aku buat andy warhol..tapi bru mlm tadi buat..research biography andy warhol..bace2 tertido..bace2 ttido..aih..aku ni mmg susah la bab mmbace ni..
tapi pagi td bjaye siapkn gak..

pegi klas, huh, ape ni?? sume buat gempak2 (xde la sume) maksud aku..mostly mind map dorg xde spth pekataan pun..lukis2 je..
aku punye..punye la bnyk tulisan.. ye la..dulu account aku wat note bekesan yg mcm tu la,bru sng ingt

pastu budak2 sume da kate aku nye salah..
jeng3..name telah dpanggi kehadapan..rs sgt malu..so aku trus tanye direct kt lecturer.."pn..sy da salah buat.." lecturer tgk, dia kate " betul la 2..mind maping jugak"

ha..legenyer..dpt present dgn baik

aku ngantok, aku tido la
tido2 pun keje aku siap taw'
at least contents aku bnyk time present >:P

2009-02-23T08:27:00.000-08:00

kerane awk...sy x bole tido mlm..
kerane awk...sy malas nak bangun pagi utk ke kelas..
kerane awk...sy xdapat tempat paking
kerane awk...sy selalu kn ponteng kelas
kerane awk...sy selalu kn tahan oleh pakguard
dan kerane awk lah...hari ni sy gembire ..ngehehe..

akhirnye..
bole pegi ke kelas dgn tenang :)

3 pitstops

2009-02-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

well..today i've been given the trust n opportunity to work in other store which is at Starbucks Masalam sec 9,due to their partners were going out for their store's outing :D

I don't even know who will be the M.O.D for opening, n once i came in the store, there was this 1 tall malay guy..i thought he just a normal partner (because he looks quite young n he mention that he fogot to bring his cap n apron??), but actually he is a suprvisor, lol. Working in the store was quite an experience, the environment is a bit different and so do the customers :) It was ok..but sometimes we feel a bit dull..because..theres nothing much to do and to talk about..infact im not good in starting a conversation with people that i've just met :P

Around 6pm,I've clocked out, after the next shift partner finally arrive to the store. It feels a bit awkward coz i don't even know who r these people..gees' but they are nice:)
so, before i went back, i stop by at Bukit Raja's store,to return few pieces of stuff to my SM (it feels really good to be back at the origin store' lol)Unfortunately..my SM wasn't there, n suddenly she called the store and ask me to come to Klang parade to pass the stuff to her. After few hours hang out at the store, then i proceed my journey to the nxt store :D

Finally...im in Klang Parade. It feels less awkward compare to Masalam's coz at least i know few of the peoples in the store already. And suprise2..my SM wanted me to conduct the coffee tasting with the store's partner' jeng3.. But it was ok and quite fun that i manage to do a normal cofee tasting as usual ( we were brewing the Sumatera and food pairing with the blueberry cheesecake, nyum") It was my very first *Sumatera, but it wasn't so "Kaw" as what it suppose to taste like.. maybe due to the mark out time of brewing..huhu

and finally finally im home..and im freakin feels tired,yet it feels awesome n there goes my 3 pitstops of Starbucks for today :D

rutin

2009-02-21T06:51:00.000-08:00

hari2
belajar..
kerje..

family pegi becuti dengan gembire..
dulu time aku xsebok, xde pun keluar pegi mane2
bencinye :'(

in between

2009-02-20T11:07:00.000-08:00

today,fortunately my lecturer canceled the class that im planning not to go to (due to zero preparation of presentation) :D

but for the evening class, me n my groupmates manage to make a quite good presentation for the company research on mngmt n planing 's. It feels goOod :D

suddenly 1 of the starbucks partner text me to replace his shift at 7, so i have to lie to him by saying that i cudn't replace him coz im going to have a group discussion to be done till the late nite.

so after that,i decided to went out for movie with Eli ;) (setelah berhempas pulas pd mnggu ini..i shud reward myself a lil entertainment,i guess) infact,mmg dah berjanji nak jumpe Eli petang tu..patutnye nak tgk pink panther..abes tiket pulak..so decided to watch New in town ,kinda ok..a light movie to enjoy..huhu

when im on my way to went back, suddenly my store manager called, n ask if i cud help for couple hours shift in helping the coffee series in Klang Parade tomorrow.
Unfortunatelly i can't, due to tomorrow i have to attend a waste-of-time modul@ kursus kepimpinan ntah hape tah until 530pm tomorrow~ i wud looove to help n participate the coffee series,but i can't :( so before my Store manager hung up the phone she said "it's ok la x bole..i fogot u ade hal..ok bye.. JANGAN MERAYAU!"

??? what,she's spying on me or what?? last time, i was having my off day..so went out with few of friends at mid valley, n by the next day, she said that she knows that i was at the midvalley during yesterday.

she even share some thoughts with me about one of the store's partner by saying things like.. "i don't mind if u can't work, but i tak suke org yg menipu"
adekah statement itu dtujukan utk saye?

well..i feel a bit guilty..but yet i have a relevant explanation for this situation :

1) it's my off day, so suke hati aku la kalau xnak keje!

2) i've replace Ida,Yang,Lynn,Ajak so many times, they can't expect that i wud replace them for all the time

3) if i said.."oww..i can't replace them, i hv to watch movie with my fwen tonite"
i bet they wud definately say things like.."why don't u watch it some other times..plz2 help, we are leck of partner"

4) i've been juggling n struggling between work,class,datelines,presentation for
this whole week, plz do giv me a break

5) da bejanji nak jumpe eli.. xkan nak cancel last minit..x suke..

hurm..i don't like to lie..but sometimes things like this force me to do so..
ey..kalau hari2 keje,pegi klas, blaja tak berenti, bole mati woo~ 4 me life shud b balance ..infact it was my off day!! why shud i feel guilty for this??! 0_0

19.2.09

2009-02-19T09:08:00.000-08:00

5 am's tragedy
speech preparation
half n hour sleep
went class with half eyes open
unfortunately not my turn
10 hrs stay back
10 hrs stares on moniter
went back
6 hrs dead sleep
yet still
i hv 2 more works to catch up""
2 datelines
2 presentation
more sleepless nite

Tre Bien'

*craving for cereal n ice cream???

mari melipat

2009-02-18T09:52:00.000-08:00

siang td nyaris x pegi ke kelas packaging, rs nak dok rumah je siapkn keje2.. dateline pun belambak2 nak keja, mlm keje pulak..werk packaging yg nak proceed ngn lecturer pun x buat lgsung,bek x yah g kelas'
tp xbole2..kalau sanggup g keje, mst la kn snggup g kelas.. keje buat x buat blkg cite..jnj dtg kelas..berkat cekgu tu sgt penting..

make pegi lah ke kelas packaging ptg td..lecturer masuk lmbat..aku pun bukak la sketchbook buat sketches yg sptutnye dibuat pd 2 mggu lps :D budak2 lain sume dah siap mock up da..aku bru thegeh2 nak sketch.. da sketch, rs nak ade mock up jugak la, sume org ade,xkan aku xde,mane bole cmni, xbest r..'

make..koyak kan paper dr sketchbook, lukis pelan trus.. pinjam pisau ngn tape org belakang, potong2
yg kelaka nye,budak dok sbelah aku pandang cam pelik
aku yg x taw nak ckp ape, bekate2 la.."aha..ni la org malas,bru thegeh2 nk wat kije,hehe.."
pastu yg klaka nye..beliau bwk kua satu statement..
"laju nye potong, dulu penah keje kat sektor pemotongon ke?"
erk'sektor pemotongan?? wujud ke sektor tu? huhu.. da bese potong stencil gamaknye..

tp bgus jugak, mock up bejaye d proceed kan dgn lecturer..

da kate..idea last minit tu la yg terrrbaek ,hehe

motivation

2009-02-17T09:10:00.000-08:00

today in psychology class, i learn about motivation theory of Abraham Maslow. The interesting part of the lecture that grab my attention is that , about the 2 types of motivation which are intrinsic (motivation by our own self) and extrinsic (motivation due to outside factors).

it defines that, everything that we do were decide or determine by ourself, all the consequence that happen are results by our own actions that were seduce by the previous motivation. do i make any sense here?

it means that...as for myself...the self motivation are there, but it will never be fully succeed if the outside source of motivation is not rite at the rite time. therefore, we need to hv the ability to make the right decision for our life.

what im trying to relate here..

several times i rejects my exbf intention to continue the relationship, as usual he wud say..he'll improve, he's a different person now. everythings going to be change..
the seduction to get into the relationship back is there, but I don't want the same thg to happen again,it torcher myself, doesn't bring any goods.
to think of the real side of it..i will turn 22 by ths year, and he's goin to be 26. I've gain quite a lot n still in process of improving myself, but he still living in the same type of lifestyle and such.
it's not that im saying im a successful person, but i believe i can gain a lot of successful thing by the time i am 26.
my friends use to say to me that,im being very picky when it comes to choosing a boyfriend, it's not that im being materialistic or sumthg, It just that theres so much factors that i have to consider about, and im juts being a realistic. Im almost 22 yrs old, n i don't think so i have the mood to involve in puppy love anymore.
maybe yes, most of my friends still enjoying their lifestyle having numorous boyfriend on the same time(it's like a trend)
but, that is just not me
because it'll hurt other people feelings, it happened once, n i don't want to repeat the same mistake again n i know how hurts feel..:1

motivation to be in relationship back is there, but then, i still hv to consider the wiseness of making decision. therefore, i shud have the patient to wait to met the rite guy at the rite time, lol :D

kawasan parkir

2009-02-16T08:21:00.000-08:00

nak cite pasal paking kat UiTm, ape lah pak guard2 kt Uitm ni..ingat bijak sgt ke, g tutup roundabout sec.2 . pastu tutup jalan dlm uitm, lagi tutup paking kat kolej seroja, abeh,aku nak lalu mane? nak paking mane? paking fac account sah2 penuh punye.
nak paking dalam fac,x bagi, nnt clamp kete org suke2 ati je..pastu saman 3o hinggit..da sebulan paking seroje tutup, so bnyk paking kat lereng bukit fakulti je..hari2 bdoa supaye x kene clamp. ui..stress nye pegi kelas...kadang2 mnyampah nak g kelas, slalu lmbat smpai kelas cri paking weh. sampai budak kelas yg xkenal aku pun tegur aku ckp " eh,ko la budak yg slalu dtg lambat tu kan" -.- hukhuk..dem.. baru ku sedar betape keciknye la uitm tu..(da lame sedar da pun..)
da la kcik, pegi tutup sparuh jln uitm tu,lg btambah kcik jdnye.kalau reti bwk moto,da lame da aku bwk moto.cis

btw, hri ni french class ade reading test, reading x la sesusah spelling, x bwat revision pun :D main cakap je time test..janji ade gaye, "comment allez vous?" cwah

*owh,klaka giler petang td nak balik,ikut jalan biase nak keluar uitm, pastu jalan ke kolej mawar tutup, tpakse ikut shortcut jalan bukit yg condongnye 45 darjah. dgn konfiden menekan minyak,gear 3 plak tu, sangkut, gear 2 pun sangkut, gear 1, wtf" kete bgerak 20km/hr kot, huahua,naseb x trundur bwh bukit sudah~

pulang dgn selamat :D

pet society

2009-02-15T07:00:00.000-08:00

bosan,ngee~

sunny sunday

2009-02-15T01:55:00.000-08:00

supposely work at 2pm, suddenly my supervisor call , theres a slight changes on schedule today..n i got an off day today..haih...sy sudah bersiap2 td..knp x mention awl2.. -.-

nak keluar x bole..takut x reti balek awl pulak..keje pun bnyk..

te ta pi~

akhirnye, 1 asgmnt telah bejaye dsiapkan, awesome!

proceed werk lain pulak..proceed ~

*en.ron, jgn mara sy anta werk lmbat..mintak maap T_T
but a good thg about today is that..sy sudah mule melukis kembali.. :D

knp mahu marah

2009-02-14T10:23:00.000-08:00

mcm marah jek :D
marilah mengemas bilik
sblum itu,mari mnonton Hannah Montana
haha

procasinator

2009-02-11T05:49:00.000-08:00

da 3 mnggu kelas digital design n multimedia takde..
asignmnt da 80% siap, dateline khamis lepas, tp sy xsiap2 n submit lg
kenapeeeee?! suke buat keje sparuh2 la..~ T_T berusehe

moto hari ini : mesti rajin :D

end of month

2009-01-31T09:24:00.000-08:00

customer : pukul berapa lu org tutup kedai?
nashua : pukul suke hati berape2 lu mau tutup' hehe
ajak : ehehe..

kitorang lynkn aje la,..yg spatutnye tutup pukul 10.30,x tutup2 lg..
coffee brewer da 3 kali aku basuh..xhabis2 lg nk gune jugak..
da mngr suh balek lambat, da pukul 11.30pm, closing x setel2 lg..haih..1st time balek lambat yg amat, kalau bapak gua bg balek pukul 2,3 pagi xpe la jugak.
alasan manager, end of month..nak kire brg..
sy taw itu.. nasib baik hri ni berjaye mngawal kemarahan..
chill dude~

balik dpt kukiz, yeay :D

nua nua

2009-01-29T09:38:00.000-08:00

ini org sy tidak kenal
tp..kenape lah sy knl dia
pdhl tidak mndtgkn ape2 kbagusan pun..

it just too good to be true
n truth hurts ,yaiks ~.~

n ade bberape org lg yg mcm ni wujud..
benci...penipu sume ~
tp nk jugak bekawan dgn mereke..

sy ni seorg yg pelik,
sy x suke bermain sms kecuali dgn org2 trtentu..
sy x suke ber ym, kcuali dgn org2 tertentu..
sy x suke melepak, kecuali dgn org2 trtentu..

seorg yg degil dr segi emosi..
tabagus begini cik nashua..

envy

2009-01-28T07:38:00.000-08:00

lately, just found out im a very different person compare to the past few years
once i was a patient person, creative, energetic, n well-motivated
maybe due to thgs had happened, results me a sensitive n moody person
sumtimes i laugh so hard n feels really happy
sumtimes i stay quite n start hating everybody (most of the time i guess :D)

learning to improve myself, working with people teach me to b a better person ~

whisp : it's ok, life is good, n it's awesome, u'll find sum1 -.-

chatterbox

2009-01-26T08:32:00.000-08:00

bnd ni da pnh tulis da...tp nak tulis lg

wud it b nice if dapat pulang pd zaman skola mngh, chat room mase tu sgt lah berbeze, siap ade chat room utk budak2, n disitu la juge sy jumpe kwn2 baik saye n msh bkwn smp hari ini..kan kan (u kno who u r :)

skrg ni kalau bosan2 masuk chatroom je, dialog biase.. hi, asl?,pic please
ni halaman ejen mncari jodoh ke?? atau bekawan ats dsr paras rupe? yg ade niat lain tu,jgn ckp lah,haih..ceteknye pemikiran mereke..

dlm chat room, kebarangkalian utk bertemu "kawan" adelah 0.05% saje..

cny

2009-01-26T06:43:00.000-08:00

hri ni aku xtaw pun keje bape jam..public holiday..triple pay, slalu dpt 4jam,dtg je la keje cm biase, aku pun xtaw sape M.O.D, bape jam keje,men dtg aje..
smpai2, Faezah rupenyer..huhu,bgus2..check schedule ,8 jam, wah..petame kali dpt triple pay lbh dr 4 jam, ni mst sbb x cukup partner la ni.. kan bagus kalau 30-30 hari tu keje triple pay,kaye raye saye :D

hri ni mcm2 customer ade..sume yg hepi2 n baik2(chinese nu yr la katekan..).. tp sorg bro ni, ade ke suh supervisor aku tolong ushakan awek keje kdai Guess tu, siap belikan caramel machiato tuk minah tu..pastu awek tu x lyn,frust..usha2 awek lain lalu lalang. naseb baik ko hensem n kaye, tp ko ingt ko hensem n kaye ko ble sng2 dpt mane2 pompuan ke? cis..reject terus ~

pastu,ade ths chinese guy dgn 2 org ank dia..he showed me his Berjaya card, igtkn dia keje HQ biase je.. so lyn mcm biase la..tp latte yg aku buat tu..ade problem kt espresso shot skit,nk cpt punye psl..pastu sembang2 skit,da blah, supervisor aku ckp,dia tu store mngr starbucks time square ler..huhu..hrp2 minuman n lynn ok ;P

walaupun kmurungun 2,3 hari ni...(bak kate ainpais, faktor umo,haha) hri ni da ok skit..sonok keje hri ni..asyik gelak je ngn partner2, slalu shift ngn zul xble usha laki,asyk kn dnga cite psl mslh gf2 dia je, hri ni ngn faezah ble la usha2 sekeliling...bukan bwat pe pun..tgk2 aje ..huhu. pastu beberape kwn dtg melawat, rindu diorg semua, suda lame tidak lepak :(

life is like an espresso shot??

2009-01-23T12:21:00.000-08:00

actually,i wrote the tagline with no purpose at all :D

but aftr thnk about it back..
ye la...hidup ini mmg bagaikan satu espresso shot :D

why?
because the fresh espresso shot shud last for 10 seconds only ( we have a particular lifetime period whch only God knows)

espresso physical required of body,heart n crema (human : body,heart n head :)))

espresso are all black,but we don't know the real quality of it until we taste or observe it ( so do as human)

espresso is bitter,but if u really explore the taste,it has the sweetness of caramelly taste ( life, most of it are bitter,if u work really hard,u'll enjoy the bright side of it )

if u add the whip cream on espresso it become a Coppana! i dunno how to spell it, Cubano ,Cobbana?? (whutever it is~ once a he, meet a she, life becomes complete n very bery interesting,huhuhu)

* i shud get sum sleep..mueheheheh..

sutun2

2009-01-22T08:50:00.000-08:00

pnh tgk cite sutun x?
aku bukak2 cite ni klaka la,tp ksian pun ade
xle bla tu buat kt kolej perindu ,uitm shh alm
pkai kad matrik uitm plak 2' isk2
tp aku salute sutun pkai bju pink 2 la,sbb dia still beriman n pndai bsilat lg,huhu
pd hakikatnye,incik2 lempun kat uitm ni xsume mcm 2.. siap msg2 ade boifren lg... mkn bsuap2..wah2..isk2..
kt mcd tmpat aku keje pun ade sorang sutun, kening dia bukan nak men nipis lg
aritu dia balik keje tuka baju, pkai padle pusher nok..ngn hairband lg
tp dia baik..aku nk bg sampling ,dia tolak baik2,senyum je..tp sian tgk dia cmtu...kalau la bole tolong

wud it b nice

2009-01-21T10:59:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time i hvn't travel with my fwens , let's go sumwhere..:(

a place tht always will make me smile ~ let's go to Wondermilk :)

hope dad wud let me use the asb saving money~ im really tired thnkg about how to gain more money

hope for sumthg tht is impossible (wht wud it b?) :((

cite psl cuti

2009-01-21T07:57:00.000-08:00

i felt asleep early juz now,suddenly received a call ~ other partner call me to replace her closing shift tomorrow. ape ni...da buat schedule tu stick with the schedule la..
aku demam isnin lps sbb schedule yg pack,sbb kn back up 1 of the partner yg tbe2 xble nak keje..

keje aku asyk back up shift org jer..bile aku mintak emergency leave,mst x dpt..sume sebok hal masing2. the partner that called me juz now,i think i dah replace her like more than 2 times kot.. hari tu kn replace one of other partner,ade ke patut smate2 sbb dia nak keluar dating dgn awek kdai sebelah yg dia bru dpt tackle?? ape la bengong diorg ni kdg2..

i got full class and a closing shift on friday,and they want me to work on thursday closing shift sum more..gile ape

my weekness is tht i can't say no,and xreti nak menipu..bile org suh msuk keje aku pun keje je..tp trase ksian nye kt diri ni..penat wey.. i'll talk bout ths to my mngr later :(

haha looser~

2009-01-19T10:17:00.000-08:00

what does it feel , when...

u are holding a tray of sampling drink to distribute to customers and a bunch of guys pointing their fingger at u, n said "boycott!"
nak boikot,itu hak masing2..but wheres the respect man..?'

u r terribly sick,hvg a bad cold,n u've been struggling with it for the whole day.. n yea..i admit it, i am not yet a pro in doing latte, i can steam milk,but i hv problem in pouring the milk :D sometimes i mng to make a prfct latte,sometimes i don't~(believes me,it sounds easy,but actually it require skill,tangan x bedung kot,isk2)
so, today..a customer observing me, doing her latte. im not feeling very well tho, im really2 tired (aftr class directly went to store), few partners busy with their handphones (i wonder why??), n suddenly the customer was questioned the way im doing her latte ,she said;

she: u ni...baru keje ke
me: (dgn rs mls nak explain,i just said..) ha'a, baru jugak la
she:owh..patut la..ni dulu kalau i yg buat latte mcm ni, customer mst complain,especially yg mat salleh la,u know..because they really know hows latte looks like kan
me: owh ye ke..emm..tak pe...I bole buat kan yg baru utk u kalau u nak.u nak yg baru ke?
she: xpe2..tp 2 la..kalau u bg kat mat salleh ni ..mst x betul ni
me:???
she: because u know..if u do it like that,the crema of the latte will gone u know..i mean like if u really learn about coffee,u wud know
me : (just smile n thnkg, cud u plz end ths conversation ,i don't feel like talking to u)

* n so i passed the customer to other barista @#%*

hurm..i've been 2 other store n coffee bean as well,n i never doubting or questioning on how the barista prepare my drink. i wud observe n thats it.

yea,i admit it,my work was kinda messy, the milk was not prfect,i created quite lots of bubble instead of foam,coz im really feelling not well, almost faint tho,n i still trying to make a polite conversation with her.but she seems like,i dunno~
n btw..whuts up with that crema? crema is the top part of espresso,once it is blend with milk, does it still has anythg to do with crema part ?? hurm...maybe theres part of coffee knowledge tht i missed.

whutevere it is,customer always right, riiight~
tapi terus tade mood nak bekerje :(..

* but if i am a lousy barista, whts up with the 3 snapshots results that i've scored? ( probaby get lucky ~hurm)
i made drinks for few "mat salleh" before,xde komplen pun ,bluwek ;P
i make latte for Mr.Berry(1 of regular customer) , x komplen pun..bluwek bluwek ;P

jan coffee series

2009-01-18T10:56:00.000-08:00

last evening (18th) was the coffee series day for my store. coffee series is a day where we will educate our customer about coffee (instead of giving a free gift :))

well..i don't really feel excited as the 1st coffee series that i've experienced (whch was last month). so my shift started at 3pm,i came exactly on time and suddenly my store mngr said, she wanted me to conduct the coffee tasting session during the coffes series (???) i have'nt prepared anythg yet, infct im still consider myslf as a new partner. It feels honoured,but i don't think so i'm ready to conduct a coffee tasting infront of +-20 strangers (yaiks).

honestly im quite scared,till i hv to make a latte for myslef to cool my nerve down :P the coffee series today is quite "kelam-kabut" due to leck of partner ( i wonder why 1 of the partner said she can't work, but she still came to the coffee series session, we are leck of partner behind the bar ok' n i have to work like almost everyday instead of going to class). The District Coffee Master ( Yang ) was conducting the coffee series, seems like he's been enjoying educating the customer, till he forget that he shud actually let me handle the coffee tasting part :D. terlepas beb...fuh~

last Friday ,i also have to let go the coffee explorer test because i hvn't prepare anythg yet for the test,sigh~ it's a good opportunity for me actually,because normally ,partner who are eligable to take the test hv to at least work for 6 months.

nxt time my SM should mention earlier if she wants me to take the coffee explorer test or assisting the coffee series coz im a full time student, i can't like devote myself to coffee 24/7 :))

* btw, any1 who's interested to join my store's coffee series next month, can simply inform me n i'll let u know the date. or u can just ask at any starbucks and ask for the coffee series if u r really interested to learn about coffee :)

* picture was the pic of last motnth (Dec) coffee series ,huhu

between passion and experience

2009-01-15T08:04:00.000-08:00

today i got 1 class only,which was started at 830am till 1030am. Gua da la lmbat smpai kelas,dok depan pulak,tbe2 dpt msg (fogot to silent phone,aiyak'),dgn slambe mereply msg; my store mngr txt me,n ask me to work at 3pm because one of the partner is not feeling well today,so since i pun blum bnyk assgmnt lg,then what the heck..kesian pulak..tolong je la.

then around 3pm i reached the cafe n start working mcm biase. well..lately the business is quite slow,infact its a weekday..nuthin much to do,so i just do an early pre-closing n some stock ups.
Around 5 pm,my store manager ask me to brewed coffee (cow: Guatemala Casi Cielo) for the coffee tasting [ basically,coffee tasting is a culture in Starbucks where all the partner will sit together,drink coffee,share knowledge about coffee and eat selected food/cakes/pastries). owh ya..and the food pairing for today is the Rocky road cake, it pairs really well tho :) btw,today the coffe tasting is quite intresting,because there are my store mngr(Diana),Muse,Zul and me,together share opinions and news about Starbucks that related to the Palastine issue.

but the point of story that im trying to tell here is about the experience that related to customer which i've gain today. time tgh syok2 coffee tasting, tibe2 ade customer dtg..he was looking at the pastry case..so i volunteer myself to treat the customer and let the rest partner enjoyed their coffee tasting. So as usual, I say hi to the customer and suggest a few sandwiches that he could try ,it sounds like " Hi sir..wud u like to try our new sandwiches? the price is all the same which is rm4.80" (yes,im a very terrible sales person..im not good in direct selling :D)
and suddenly the guy said to me " cakap bahase melayu tak boleh ke?!" Aku cuak giler time 2. It's like, I greet him in a rude way n btw im not,just being friendly tho. N then he said " Saye pegi jepun pun diorg ckp bhs jepun,xde sebok2 nak ckp english" ----wtf is wrong wht ths guy???
time tu..rase nak nangis pun ade..but i just make a fake smile n said.."nak cakap melayu pun boleh..." and that guy was terus membebel2 psl bahase?? OK i get it..use malay so whuts the big deal...so i just tahan marah n tahan nangis..diam je and i xrs nak becakap lgsung ngn dia. pastu dia trus blah (???) So i got back with all the partners,n told em about whut i've just experience, n everyone said.."it's normal..sometimes we might face with that kind of customer, tp bia je...just senyum". but still...i've been thinking a lot ,kenape ade manusia mcm ni?? yg simply tanpe soal selidik nak mrh aku yg x besalah ni,n makes other people feel down sgt2 T_T

but the different thng happened during the night shift, theres a family of 4 people,came to our store. They were ordering 2 tall latte and 1 tall cappucino. I handle the register as usual, and one of em said to me " Is theres any particular requirement to be a Starbucks staf? " So, i answer " Maybe..because I apply to work with Starbucks like 3 times,then i got the job.Why? r u intrested to be a barista is it?" She answered "No..it's because I found out all of em are equally friendly :)"
owh..now i realise that,hearing a real compliment directly from customer that i serves. So i grab the opportunity to ask her and her family to join our store coffee series on this Sunday and it all started a very berry loOoong coffee conversation because these customer keep on asking me about coffee ( and supprisingly i be able to answer..isk2) till one of them said.." come here,sit with us and talk everythng about coffee,we are very intrested to listen" ,it feels really cool and i feel glad that i be able to share a lil' bit about coffee knowledge that i have with the customer. Unfortunately,i cud'nt sit down with them for longer time because i haven't finished my closing task yet and luckly the customer did understand. What so interesting about them is that they are really passion about coffee, and one of them is studying in Australia and she work in cafe too as a part timer. She is really interested to know how we make coffee till i drag her in the bar and demo a lil bit about how to make latte :D

what im trying to say here..im very frustrated about the earlier customer tht suddenly attack me just because i speak english, because he is Malay..is it so wrong to speak english due to the work environment requirement, n he cannot compare us to other country like Japan, Germany, or French because they don't even speak english.

the family tht very passion about coffee is not a malay family,but they are very friendly and they don't even care if i speak malay,english,or even rojak language, as long as they feel comfertable and understand what im trying to tell them.

so,thats a lil bit about customer stories that i've experienced today and it feels really bad at first but end up with a really good feeling,which is..the satisfaction of working :)